Spiga

Fatherhood


I got various responds when I broke the news. A friend even got so excited he got watery eyes, he told me. He also said that if it's a boy I should name him after him. Well... crossed my mind once that I want to name my kids after my friends'. I love my friends and I wouldn't be here without them. Oh well... let's see with that. Another called me right away then explain about baby's milk drinking habit. She explained about what to prepare and why.

Missus is getting more cranky. She has been like that for sometimes actually without no one noticing. Now with Jr. growing inside her... the morning sickness is more frequent, She's started to ask for particular food and hardly eats them. But hey... she's pregnant! Who cares??

Me... ahh dear me. Just like before I decided to walk down this path. I stopped and stood still for a minutes. I can no longer run to whatever path laid in front of me. Now I've gotta measure everything.

I dreamed of being a father all the time. Now that the time is coming... there's a chill and there's a warm feeling. I'm glad that I've been given the chance. I'm scared of my capability and incapability at same time. But just like a good friend told me, "Worry when the time comes." Now.... it's for celebration. Heading home tonight. Ever since I heard the news a picture of me laying my head on her tummy keeps coming to my head.